Trying to focus on the positive….trying to keep putting one foot in front of the other and live my life. I do have my moments where I am sad about my dad, and I have other moments where I hate that we don’t have a baby in our lives yet, but I am trying to… Continue reading Little Steps Forward..
I haven’t posted in a while. Because I don’t know what to say. The clinic we were seeing for infertility closed suddenly in December. But we were told by everyone not to bother trying for a few months since my body would be under stress after my dad passing away unexpectedly. We have… Continue reading Still here.
I got a call last Sunday morning at 2am. This call changed everything and the way I view the world has changed completely. My mom called and her words were “I think he’s gone.” I don’t know how to describe what happened next, but my mom was referring to my dad, and she then… Continue reading In one moment everything can change
My zen attitude has come and gone. Much has happened since my last post. Here’s a quick update. Started seeing a new doctor. Love her! Completely trust her. She is all about figuring why I have the problems I do and investigates everything thoroughly. She calls me on the weekends and evenings… Continue reading Struggling
My body is still feeling the effects from our 1st IVF cycle. My cycle was 31 days last month (I usually vary from 22-25 days)…which of course got my hopes up a few times for a possible miracle pregnancy, but a quick google search told me it is quite common to have wonky cycles after… Continue reading Our Next Steps
It is amazing how much a vacation can help!! I really hesitated to spend the money on a vacation when we are facing such an expensive battle, and most of our infertility endeavours will be taking on debt. But, after finally having some time together with just the two of us, it was well worth… Continue reading New Perspective
It has been a while since I have posted. The main reason I haven’t posted is due to a lack of being able to put to words what I am feeling and going through. I guess I have been a little lost. Today it became clear to me. I was gardening in my yard, something… Continue reading A little lost